2007年09月28日Friday

Those 3 words

Was watching on TV Mobile on the bus and it was re-runs of "Wellness Villa". Spore's version of reality TV - didnt really take off I guess. We dun like to stare at other Sporeans' lives or perhaps more possibly, we dun like to be stared at for our flaws and being bitchy on TV. The women were watching a video where their family members say mushy stuff and they cry. One woman was very touched when her mum says I love you. She was like "my mum never told me she loves me in my face but I know she does". My own parents have never told me they love me. Not in my face tho. I also never need to hear it from them. We are typical chinese no-touchy-feely-kissy-gushy types I guess. But I always know they do love me. My dad would peel prawns for me. He has never hugged me but he will eat up the veggies I hid in his rice to avoid detection fm my mum when I was young - without a word. THAT is love. My mum cooks me my fav lotus root soup everytime I go home to see her - THAT is definitely love since she knows I love it. She even trys to record my fav TV shows when I was in BJ. I will never need for my parents to say those 3 words. They are etched in my heart forever. I hope they dun need me to say it to them too. That they feel it from me. Of course it is NICE to say it. Even nicer to show it by hugging. P prob has to say it like 3 times a day - ha ha ha.... but parents.... different lah......different level and it's something that surrounds your heart. Your partner may be in your heart, but your family is the one that holds it.
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Drawn to the light

My piggy sits at my cubicle and stares up to the ceiling light. He gives me inspiration to look up, not down when things are rough. Looking up, you will see a bigger world with far far horizons. Looking down, you only see your feet. My piggy has 3 other piggy frens - all pigs. They sit like Humpty Dumpty..... you know, what you put on your table speaks of who you are. One colleague puts flower pots, another bare walls, another puts key chains given by others, another Poohbear toys!! Of course all girls lah. Guys have less tendency to express themselves thru such displays. Most guy desks are either very clean and neat OR super untidy.

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2007年09月26日Wednesday

Stoning at midweek

Sometimes I think I am in camp. You know those school camps you go to when you meet new people, do strange new things and dun stay in your own familar surroundings and you dun recognise your own bed. Have been having some neck aches - not sure if they are due to staring at the comp all day or I have to change pillow. Maybe I am not used to this new house yet. Plus I am still getting used to staring at the comp all day :) I even stopped watching TV so much. No longer chasing all those drama serials. Good thing? Used to really hate missing an episode of Grey's or CSI but I am not watching the latest season at the moment. Simply too tired from SQUEEZING up the stupid bus in the mornings I suppose. I think I grew up without realising - that I am part of the working masses and I complain all the time like a true SG. Stoning..... and looking forward to SLEEPING during weekend!!!

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2007年09月24日Monday

"U" kids on the block

Got that green sticker on my IC. Havent gotten to know all the neighbours yet but there was this middle aged couple who were quite chatty. In fact, the uncle was able to come by and talk house renovation ideas for 2 hours straight!! It is interesting to get ideas but 2 hours sure makes you wonder how else to escape and do our own thing on a precious weekend! Being near an expressway also makes you the first to know when a car accident happens. I shld know since I used to stay right next to PIE at Kim Keat. Almost everyday you get some careless or reckless driver making some noise. P was commenting that dead in the night pple really like to RACE but I was too knocked out to hear anything (and I thot I was the light sleeper). Other things to show for it is the layer of dust you get on the floor no matter how many times you mop. We even took to wearing slippers like in BJ - except in BJ you wear it more for cold since there is AYI to help you clean!!!! A fren just hired a weekend cleaner and he raved abt how good she is that we are tempted.... we really shld have hired someone to help us unpack though. I had to repack the storeroom at least 3 times dragging out heavy boxes of winter clothing fm BJ. These are NOT fun things to do. But it is begining to be nice to come home - your own home :)

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2007年09月16日Sunday

Another change Another start

And so the day finally arrived that I have to change my address in my IC. Not that I had the TIME to even drop by the police post - which I hear is ONLY open during day time (where are all the man in blue? Who says crime only happens during day time?!) - but physically speaking, I now walk a different path to go home. Home is where the heart is but you wun be very heartful when you see the GERZILLION boxes stacked up in the hallway. I think we killed like the Brazillian forrest in throwing away paper wrappers. What's with all the kiasu workers who warpped a small cup in at least 10 huge rolls of papers? We are so so so so tired out that all we want to do is sleep. Not even eat. P has bruises on chest (from heaving very heavy boxes up) and toes (dropping paintings down). I have bruised heel (from landing on toolbox when I stepped down from a chair) and very aching arms (from lugging at least 2 weeks of unwashed clothes etc etc). All in all we agree that we will NEVER do this again. Unless we elope to another ctry without anything or we hand the keys over to Salvation Army -
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2007年09月13日Thursday

Too tired

Tiring day since after work we went to new place to paint the window ledges outside the balcony parapet. The nice thing abt being married is you dun have to do these things alone. A friend commented that she regretted being married but it's not her hubby's fault. She just prefers to do her own thing and be independent. I agree being single has its benefits. Sometimes you just miss having your own timing and to go wherever you want at your own leisure and go out with whoever you want. Now you always have to think of the other person. Yet going thru life with your hand held by another is kind of reassuring too. There is no perfect life either way I guess. As we trudge up the hill to go home, with our limbs aching and eyes drooping, it is being tired together that keeps us going on.....thank God for the other person in our lives even if he/she gets on our nerves at times, grinds teeth during sleep, sometimes lazy to brush teeth and forgets to hang the towels after use :)
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2007年09月10日Monday

Corporal punishment

We have found our perfect way to punish our future kids: if they are naughty, they will have to scrub the living room floor with a toothbrush. No need for caning and hitting. Just a simple toothrbush. That is how we spent our last Sat - using toothbrushes to scrub the grooves glistening white. The contractor had done twice but it wasnt as white as we wanted so we decided to roll up our sleeves to DIO!! WAH PIANG EH!!! Back breaking work ok!! We had to bend and scrub using acid wash and then splash water to wash it away, then mop it all up and finally mop again with water to make sure acid doesnt stick to the floor. I think I have never bend down for HOURS for so long such that we didnt even break for lunch. It was whole 6 hours of scrubbing..... how the heck did the army recruits do it?!?
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2007年09月04日Tuesday

On the road again...

The first day of work is like the first day at school: you are quite blur and you just smile at the other newbies. That is after you squeezed with gerzillion passengers when your bus comes late (Murphy's Law for first day at work). Then you watch boring videos and make small talk while you wait for your dept colleagues to come and get you. Just like going to different classes in school and you panic a little when that familar-after-30min face leaves the room one by one. In your new small cubicle, you listen to people rushing by and making calls and the bustle both confuses and frightens a little. So many things to learn and so many names to remember and align with the right face :) All very overwhelming and tiring (to smile so often :)) And very cold.... it has been raining very heavily and now I am in air-conditioning all day now.
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2007年09月02日Sunday

these days you wish you have a car

My last day as a 2-yr old "tai tai" was spent cleaning up the new house and installing new furniture. Actually the past few days was the same - clean, scrap paint, clean some more, wash rags, clean again. I know we paid the guys to do it but if you want FAST and accurate (other pple's stds of cleanliness is never the same as your own) without standing there and waiting for someone else to do it - you just do it yourself. Dead tiring!!! Since we were there since 9:30am, break for lunch at 4pm, then only left the place at 9:30pm. AND still have to walk 20 mins home. The irritating thing is the distance is too short for taxi and too long for tired feet that climbed up and down the stairs UPTEEN times these past few days. P started questioning WHY WHY WHY did we go and get a house with staircase.... and he was the enthusiastic one abt the space once upon a time (all seemed way too long ago altho it has only been 3 weeks). Had to rush since I am starting work tomorrow and no one will be monitoring the renovation works. I.e: no one to tell the guys "hello, the sink is mounted a BIT high for vertically challenged pple like us and just because you guys are all tall and big size doesnt mean we all can make it". All in all, we are happy with the reno (yeah, I b%$#@ but it is still ok in the end) with some minor things to touch up.... I THINK I am happy coz I am too zonked out to think right now. And tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life.....zzzzz
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